21st

2007-10-17T01:59:00.000+08:00

B L O G?

2007-07-31T23:51:00.000+08:00

BLOG
(urhurh)

♥

2007-06-19T19:11:00.000+08:00

i love my darling pretty baby!
wheeeee

2007-05-29T10:08:00.000+08:00

Her eyes smiled at me, for just a moment.
One of those hurt smiles a person gives you to let you know they're alright, even though they're far from it

2007-05-17T00:26:00.000+08:00

i say.. SORRY

i shall stop being a bitch and just train

Go team GO!

=D

GL

2007-05-04T22:25:00.000+08:00

all the best to the canoe polo team!

2007-05-02T23:59:00.000+08:00

I AM SUNBURNT!

'll be fine

2007-05-02T23:13:00.000+08:00

just got home.
got out of the frigging bus. so cold! and the journey had to take an hour.

ok so the boring day went like that.
got up not-so-early in the morning and went to school for a 1.5 hr lecture on marketing. i always feel smart after attending them. maybe yea that's me. and i happen to have good hair day today. that was too fine to add to fine.
so bought lunch and went to clubhouse, and met junwei
he's always there, seem to be always there. he dominated my cupboard! haha ok actually he cleared quite alot of rubbish from there. but no thanks for that!
had the pasta and drifted off to a deep deep sleep. the pillows are just way too comfy!
so jw went to get tape which cost like what??? 9 BUCKS PER ROLL?!
people came in and out really

then came judgement day. so much for getting excited over the huge huge budget of over 33k.
and end up we only got 3k. a boat.
so i'll just row my broken boat myself
no, don't ask me if i'm sad.

but on a lighter note... we're very likely to be moving! scf haven't gave us a reply. damn they better hurry or.... !!!

i can't run for 2 weeks. i am so going to get slower. hate the thought of that, but like the thought of getting faster when i recover

this chicken is cute! it was standing around the bus stop probably waiting for a bus!

.... why like that

4

2007-05-01T19:20:00.000+08:00

it's labour day it is.
i've broke the code!
hail the whizzz

went out to get stuff today spent quite alot, so now i'm broke. b-r-o-k-e. for this week
i bought files, various moisturizers, super-nice strawberry milk, milk, lunch, pasta bla bla. actually everything don't quite add up to alot of dough just that the moisturizers cost a bomb!

went to watch

with the SH [:

mtv is distracting my blog entry by showing the girlfriend video. such a funk!

ok the show is great great great! quite predictable but still, it's fine. started out funny but ended sad. the theater really wasn't cold , maybe due to radiation like gold does not absorbs but reflects. [;

so went to subway after that and had a subs. and the nice oatmeal rasin. took the crowded 36 to the familiar airport. reminds me of inconsiderate people on board.

ok i got to go down get the honey from the car. dad is obsessed with honey nowdays. i do NOT know why.

2

2007-04-24T23:36:00.000+08:00

i woke up late today today! i was supposed to be up at 7 but at 8, pris called me and i decided to go to bed and just skip lecture. later i woke up at 10 and rushed down. was 5 mins late for lesson. but whatever right. my marketing lecturer is from aust. how cool is that! so he intro us about aust and the university he is from and tried to psycho us to go there. nahhh it doesnt work this way know.
then someone offered to get me lunch when i complained that i was hungry like mad. haha so sweet! thanks!

then i went to town with gab and had lunch at the quieter parts of fareast. shiok like the ambiance. then buy this and that and feel broke. for a moment. haha then train-ed home.

went to the icecream shop. and saw nicole! wha really eh, what a coincident and had nice waffles and a fantastic cookies n cream and she had this crepe with some tiramisu icecream which didnt turn out nice i think. hahhaa

staring game was fun but i just couldnt do it when the sore throat came. hahhaa damn cute!

deep heat!

tY

2007-04-23T23:30:00.000+08:00

pp: thank you for your advices. appreciate it alright. this week this week (:

brog: it's really so annoying to talk to you nowadays cos it just gets irritating. hahhaa but still i know you meant the best for me and you're trying to protect me from whatever harm which might come into my way. thanks!

three

2007-04-23T23:00:00.000+08:00

it wasn't a curse we all clearly know that.

so first day of school i get to see my class and it wasn't as bad as what anyone would have thought of. see! things would turn out fine eventually. trust me!
so i had lessons all the way 4 hrs. yes i could take it. and there was this particular lesson the tutor was so strict i couldnt reply someone's message. ayy ok sorry. hahaha

so met up with yy and had HOT pasta in a cold rainy day. so shiok cann! and met up with alvin. and woooo. we saw the new gym. it really melted me right there. impressive! maybe too impressive. oh well, probably cos we've all been deprived of a proper gym for too long

then we went to club house and slack and had a super great laughter. they were saying my vocab was so limited it only had 5 words in it. hahaha , sorry im not really a vulgar person alright. hahhaa

came training was raining, but we ignored the super-advanced lightning warning system and went ahead to run, risking ourselves. waaa that's the spirit! hahaha then we gymed then we dont know do what. so after debrief crazy collin went for a run, so i came along too. like pa race's coming really need to put in more effort man. really. so we ran and lost count. prudence 8km.
the run was really great , and the pace was 65%, which later collin increased to 80%. crazy run, but it's great! great great great.though i almost achieve a runner's high, but w/e right. focus and push yourself. hahhaa!

it'll get better, soooo quit worrying!! m33

2007-04-21T23:36:00.000+08:00

thanks to cher for treating us. it was nice! but cos we were hungry hahaha
thanks to cher for letting us all use s1 so that we could practice doing all kind of stunts but suffering from fiberglass cuts isn't the most interesting thing
thanks to alvin for kiaping food for me, haha sorry for being rude
thanks to the team for cheering me on while i was doing pullups

and so it is, i woke up, slept like a pig. no. log. snooze my alarm for around an hour before i got a more effective alarm clock.no. call. hahaha!
sat the 62 to kallang and made it just on the dot. today alot alot of people came, and boy was the training more than unusual. we all took s1, and row.
cher said it wasnt really a rowing session, more of a workout.
thanks to alvin for jioing me gym yesterday and making me feel more qiao cui today after the 100 pushup punishment. hahhaa! ok kidding.
i was just scaring jh while he was doing his pullups and ended up he flare up. wa so scary, for a moment.really eh. haha sorry!
went to shower a scf it was as good as it can be. walked very very long to that place to eat. haha chinkoon la why you ask me go eat w them! haha but actually i didnt mind, minus the long walk pass those eateries.
haha we were all talking bout blog during showers. life-of-a- something something dot blogspot dot com.. waa so faithful to the sport
and i saw the cutesy. walked to get the something something bao. taste, er better than all the whatever-you-call-that bao that i had before?

lots of things to do nowadays! waa it's going to get exciting!
p.s. sorry it isnt sarcasm you read right there above alright.

finally alvin is back from his trip, and we gym ed today.
it was fine.. pushed ourselves to the max. saw ken and guys having their poolslot!
but the run was just terrible
yes we went to the loo, and later someone had stich. then made me walk, then i had stich too.
what theeeeeee

then i took 52 and the sh pop up. so i went to and had a super hybrid meal, it's jap, western, chinese, chinese, potatochips!
tried the cookies and cream shake and instantly fell in love w it. it's super nice like the liquid version of oreo! then i read the book. ok i swear the book takes damn long to read. but im still wait for the gist of it.

then right someone had to go off sooner than soon. so sad!

ILH

2007-04-21T00:09:00.000+08:00

I want to buy a phone card!
wa like super amazing the ones you used in primary school like primary one or two, you slot it into the machine, i meant telephone then you call, after you're done the machine punches a dot into the card. waa miss those machines

silly silly silly SH

tide

2007-04-20T13:44:00.000+08:00

these days the tide has been acting weird.
one moment there's a mad rush of high tide and within an hour you've got yourself low tide.

the paddling yesterday was great, even though i felt damn vulnerable initially. but eventually i grew used to the situation. haha

so after that i met pretty and proceed on the nyny. tried their fishnchips and they were so-so.
the cesar was nice in it's own way, but just different from the cheesy one you get from coffeebean. great.

so went to changing appetite with pretty's sis too and had some not nice cheesecake. fine i shall not have that again. haha, it's just so not me.

today has been an ultra unproductive day, but i shall make it better. bye i'm off to do work. [;

2007-04-18T23:23:00.000+08:00

there are sometimes where you just stare at the saddening words, and not know what to reply.
you just stare, stare and stare
and think
but nothing comes to your mind
you just feel helpless
you do NOT know what to do to let the someone feel better
im sorry.

2007-04-18T00:10:00.000+08:00

this is life
really

2007-04-17T14:15:00.001+08:00

a longer house

2007-04-16T22:58:00.000+08:00

waaa long house duck rice is damn good. even better than what i thought was the best duck rice which has franchises everywhere.
rojak was especially good, with you around

school has started. life is going to get more pace-cy. haha!

2007-04-16T01:34:00.000+08:00

"i dont know what has gone wrong. but whatever that has gone wrong, had gone terribly wrong.
i didnt understand what you were trying to do. so cold, and you couldnt explain why the inconsistency . fine i guess i'm just not the one, i thought. but often you send me words or assurance, which really was only words and nothing more than that. i just can't carry on like this know, it's pointless. seriously it is.
it's not sorry or what, but the reason behind them that puzzles me alot. so much i couldnt take it, like i said. it's not like i dont know in the reply. was what's with you rather than what got between us. alright dont even say that i dont reply and avoid matters.

2007-04-16T01:09:00.000+08:00

energy level: still doing great!
because when you're happily together with someone, tiredness is just non-existence

so here i am tyring to finish the last bit of the proposal. ( no i'm lying, i just started)
school's starting tmr and ive a 2 hr lecture, and training in the evening. what the the...
i shall go home in between. hahaha

10%

2007-04-15T19:34:00.000+08:00

energy level: 10%
currently feeling: cranky

so it went like that.. a heart aching morning when i found out someone's down with sorethroat.
then i chiong down for training, and was early. great! but as usual, chinchong's the first one!
checked equipment, bought a can of milo, and took my panadol cold relief.
ahh then chinkoon overslept. ok maybe i should jio him to go breakfast then it wouldnt be so bad. haha!
then we row under the terribly hot sun. and we exhausted our water supply. then we showered at scf's new cubicles! waaa shiokness man. SERIOUSLY.
then went to kfc, shall not blog about the unglam moments i had there. hahaha
waaa that's my 2nd day in a row having kfc, and i'm quite getting sick of that.

school tomorrow! need to submit some proposal. wa so annoying. nvrm i shall be nice and finish it up tonight. hahah!

then i met her and slacked abit at gelare. ohh the caramel something something taste so great. now i know what it taste like. a milkshake. one which have not been shaken ahhhaa
too bad time had to fly and we'll need to part so soon.

so now i'm back home. i hate taking trains with inconsiderate people. really really puts me off.
shall head off to have dinner now. not really in the mood to, but ya, just meeting up with my pals. ahh haha

2007-04-14T23:27:00.000+08:00

it's so stupid to wait at blogs and refreshing them hoping to find out what's wrong. but i knew i just had to do it

alaha

2007-04-14T21:24:00.000+08:00

row row was quite fun, met collin later, then js n dennis came.
so we went to have kfc. i had something new on the menu. ( i forgot what)
while collin had his 2 piece meal. haha

went cartel to find her, and i couldnt finish the book. haha. but its as interesting.
apparently some doors are heavier than the others. i guess i got to train up. hhaha
ahahahahaha [;

ahh my joints hurt and it's affecting my mood, sometimes. but haha i'm sure it'll recover fast!
:D

guess it pays to be kind. hahhaa
i dw what im blogging. ah im going to have dinner already.hungry hungry

penang

2007-04-10T22:24:00.000+08:00

ok so i found out i went to penang. some nice beach over that area.
meals here are too great to be true. i had 2 meals for lunch 2 meals for dinner
the sun there is excellent. a pity i wont be too free to work out a golden tann(hmm reminds of someone)

took lots of pictures i figure i'll have trouble loading them when i get home. it's great over here. but then again i can't wait to get home, and the reason is pretty obvious.
(yes i miss her so terribly)

ARHH ok i feel so stupid, rushing down all alone from the hotel just to get some connection but just too late. but it meant that you're getting more rest, and that's great!

[;

egg story

2007-04-10T00:12:00.000+08:00

it's done!

was listening to this song, got so into it i almost missed the bus back home.
reminds me of someone
so there woke up early in the morning, sat the car, continued sleeping in the car, smsed, went into malaysia, lost reception, visited the shop, the factory, the plantation. what a boring "vacation". hear already also sian right. i had some super spicy tomyum something which i didnt get to take a picture of cos my camera was flat. just forgotten to charge it la.. too bad i spent almost all it's power taking pictures of oil palms.
i had some super nice icecream damn ex but not i pay haha, and grandma bought back the best curry puff in malaysia. wa i had 2 for teabreak. could have went for the third one but resisted it for fear of overeating and er i dont know what happens.
then i went out with pretty for dinner at sushi tei. had the usual great stuff around which almost made me feel like i was in heaven. just a bit more. just a bit more. but being with her already made me felt like i was in one [:

arhh i'm going off to for a proper vacation( i hope ) tomorrow. people who need to contact me urgently, cannot do so. but you could always drop an email at kevinnlim@gmail.com . i'll have to miss someone then.

someday

2007-04-08T23:26:00.000+08:00

T for tired.
the super messy table, the sweetest chocs, the cute tshirt
i am feeling qiao qiu. qiao cui** edited.

hey hey you you

2007-04-07T23:00:00.000+08:00

and so it is..

it's a great morning. a great start for the day. thanks for calling! so so, went down was so early for seaslot i feel proud of myself! hahaha
so came the couple and the vc, saw cc and rene trying to help out for the orientation thingy. yeap thanks for cheering me on, apperciate that [;

so row and row but damn was it disappointing frustrating irritating discouraging annoying. and my back hurts quite a lot from. dont know? legs hurt from running. sigh sigh guess i just got to take the tiger and improve on it. i'm certain i'll improve. haha! oh yes i saw a pair of googles today, it's damn coool can. but too bad i dont swim as often and as hard, so i think i shouldnt spend 40 dollars on it. i'm fine with my current one. [;

after which i went to the library to get a book before meeting p. yes as it was saved in my phonebook. then went around finally settled for cartel. initially just to get something to keep me awake, but as time passes so quickly when you're enjoying, it's time for dinner. settle for some salad and sandwich. cos both of us were feeling abit bloated. me from drinking too much seawater. haha! it's great

argh, i've only got a pair of tights and i'm now hanging it out to dry. ok fine hope i'll do better for tmrw. yes i will. and thank you, you for the pushpop. hahaha! haven't had that since young

2007-04-07T02:06:00.000+08:00

i've been sleeping late. too late for comfort. time for change of lifestyle! [;

2007-04-07T00:13:00.000+08:00

so there it's time to blogged.

small go for a quick one, just made myself a nice cup of chamomile tea.

laze around the entire day. it's good friday! it's supposed to be watching tv time isnt it
went to run with a half marathoner. gosh it was crazy so there went to gardens settle for large cup of sugarcane which i finished in no less than 2 mins, rested awhile, ran back. received a message on the way back and the pace increased. so much so i almost couldnt take it at the last part. but yes, i knew i just got to do it. haha!

cheer up, cos everything 'll turn out fine [;

harlow!

2007-04-05T23:57:00.000+08:00

Speak to me often. Even if I don't understand your words, I understand your voice when it's speaking to me. Your voice is the sweetest sound I ever hear, as you must know by my enthusiasm whenever I hear your footsteps.

this was taking from a forum. apparently they said that's what a dog would tell you. so there i'm going to talking to the 2 puppies in sdba. i hope they understand what i'm saying. not talking to the 3rd puppy. the name's tiny. just dont like tiny, no reason for that. but yes it's just a feeling afterall.

so there gym was damn efficient with you guys. great, now my back my shoulder hurts. hahaha!!
love the team! i like the sprints, because now i'm feeling abit of ache in my thighs. i just got a feeling my legs are getting stronger! hahaha! rejoice!

so there, i slept late last night, too late. chatting and er reading and er reading and typing. trying to be serious with things once in a while. haha!
so there i woke late. ok not too late, cos i think i didnt have too much of sleep anyway. nonetheless slept like a log. ( not a pig ok! )

so my cousins came, i went out get some groceries. healthy ones of course. i'm damn good in resisting food i love.

went out to coffeebean to chill. had my ultimate and caramel thingy was just coffee with caramel. sweet. try espresso the next time right? muahaha
so there went to return the book i finish in 2 days.
went to hunt for eggs and yeap finally found it. bla bla rewards those who never gives up
and thanks for the massage anyway, though it could have been better. haha! dont kill me

happy easter guys. small get out to have supper in just a bit.

wontyou

2007-04-05T03:20:00.000+08:00

1)it's 3.21 and i'm still up and not getting a bit of sleep. in fact i was wide awake. kept awake by a force you know where it's from, but stubbornly refuses to acknowledge it.
so it calls for reflection.
i do not. do not know what i'm doing these days and how i like going around screwing my life. damn it's dumb you've just got to admit.
i did not have the whatever " best thing that happened to me" when i came into this institute. i wasn't sure if i took the right path. but damn was it a hard decision to make when you weigh the pros and cons at both sides. you know you could've went there and now you regret. wondering if the grass is greener over there. but i wouldnt be sure, i wouldnt know because i have not tried munching on it.
so there school came. the class didnt felt like one. it's different from the ones you see in st gabs, or across the level. yes they're bonded but abit too well. you dont have your small groups to go around with and sometimes you get fried by some morons who'll object. well, shit happens.
1st sem came and go, i wasnt really doing anything. i wasnt active for my canoeing trainings and neither were i up for every lecture. i was basically doing nothing, wasting the life away. i wasn't so much of a mugger. i just did abit of studying, studying for the sake of getting a pass. no i meant something more than a pass. but not something great. because some theories i simply dont understand and can't get someone professional enough to offer assistance. class mates show ignorance when asked bout stuff, but in fact they've done their stuff. and when results are out they score and you dont. mugger class.. and selfish and expect something in return.
despite being one of the best in econs across the level, i was not ego to go around boasting and bragging bout it, it's simply pointless. to me, it only meant that i understand. to the teacher, i was the ego boy in the class who comes late for morning tutorials when he travels from his home far away. whatever.
speaking of econs, it's kinda screwed. shall talk about that later
so came second sem and i sort of got more drifted into the canoeing world probably because i found great teammates to get along with. in short, we were more bonded and that was the motivation for me to come down. then slowly, i started falling in love w the sport. self gym didnt had the same meaning anymore. it didnt just meant an excuse to get together chit chat while doing weights, not seriously. it meant something more, when i learnt to be more competitive.
so there i was giving up on my studies. no, i didnt meant totally. just that i've set lower expectation. from low to even lower to just pass grade. so there the results are out, i didnt do as badly as i thought i would have. my classmates had sustained their grades. well like i said, once a mugger, always a mugger. as loser as it gets

recently i went for a training camp, before that i met up with elisha. (nope i didnt really arranged to meet him, i just saw him at my busstop) and we sort of chatted all the way to amk. very forced conversations. like conversations that came out from anything random, from how i was dressed, my skin colour my cca, to where he was heading and what he was doing there. it's kinda dumb, but whatever, 2 guys who're not close to each other trying to please one another. makes it kinda awkward.

so there i went to school to appeal for a change of class. because, because of training i didnt get the chance to choose by the time i got home, and i wasn't smart enough to persuade my friend to do it for me. at that point of time, choosing a class wasn't a priority, it's just something you do for the sake of doing. i got into a lousy module call FIT instead of IEF. everyone expected me there in IEF with such a good econs grade. sadly i became inconsistent.
came the 2nd day of the camp. my handphone rings, it's a number i didnt recognize. i picked up. says my appeal has failed. that got me sad, very sad. i felt 20 types of sadness. just 20, but that's enough. sigh. but on a lighter note, ive got in the same class as ck for IS. alvin has no butt, i have no class.
and recently i've came to realise the team isnt just a team. although i've always assumed it was one, a good one. but now i see it as a team faced with many many minor underlying problems. which is annoying enough.

2) i get that feeling all the time. feeling of detachment i hate it. i hate to say it, but i really hate it. one moment it's there and the next it's gone. leaving you sick and desperate. it's just like heroine or ecstasy. yes i know they're different, but still similar in ways know.
i like to think about feeling i get when it's there. but i hate to think what it'll be like when it's gone. lost? depressed? maybe

3) pris can be quite a dear. thanks yes?

2007-04-04T23:45:00.000+08:00

something made me so reluctant to blog.

njcc

2007-03-31T22:02:00.000+08:00

it's damn sad that things happen this way and the innocent is dragged in.

so training camp ended. kinda not went that smoothly cos it was pretty last minute. i got to praise the ac for doing quite a great job in organizing this camp for the first time.

so there went down to njcc today. i guess it didn't help much in motivating me. but i was certainly more determined to go down to macritchie to row.

took plenty of pictures but damn cam could offer 4X zoom at best and it was that irritating to cope with small people.

i'm damn broke. damnit damnit dont like the feeling of being broke

2007-03-26T23:19:00.000+08:00

fucking mum just had a quarrel with that whore
and the worst part is i'm not good in arguing using chinese
fucking mum just had to ask me stupid question at the wrong time and demand a pleasant reply

1, 2, but 3

2007-03-25T22:50:00.000+08:00

1. It's hard when guilt catches up sometimes

2. I'm confused and i do not know what to do

3. Paddle list is out and i need to paint the shack

4. Let me go if you wish to

5. Traveling fares are damn ex

you'll always be my thunder

2007-03-24T23:17:00.000+08:00

it started to rain all of a sudden

so today what a long trip in the morning thought of what dottie said last night i'm like oh..
so there, the ipods hang on me. damnit so it took me awhile to recall how to reset the damn device, but eventually smartie me manage to do it.

so there damnit came down and priority thing la, fucked up. so i got on a T and changed to a stingray so sorry there if i made your back hurt that badly, i'll offer you massage. promise. but no extras man. i thought it was damn stable i tried to twist a lot causing the boat to jerk.

so collin was caught littering. have to pay fine of $200. woohoo. imagine going to jail because of littering. so loser! haha

damn my stomach isn't too well. guess i had too much of chili stuff. i can't compromise these stuff for stamina man. Kevin just can't do it.

i'm tired, so not looking forward to tomorrow. i just got to repair that damn phone tmrw. goodluck to me then

hidden in bags

2007-03-23T22:02:00.000+08:00

slept till 11 and still too tired to get up
but i knew i had to
passion alone isn't enough to win
passion tells me to go back to sleep

nope, i didn't cab down. i took a bus down
so came daph chinkoon(the guy who refuses to wait for me when he saw me. lol) alvin and jj
all jrs.
drive tiger out to beach to let the peeps try
drove around 2 triangles with a tropical k2 with ck. damn heavy i hate that k2. haha

vc taught bracing, i took over the keys from alvin and drove the raptor abit
after which i drove the tiger back.

lunch at ps. how wonderful. food there is more ex than suntec, but fine, it's still fine to us

i'm gawdamn tired. i need a break, i drinking my 5th glass of water.
wishes that i get hydrated soon so i wouldn't i fall sick, and wishes you get well soon.
because you know i can't lose you

mr500 part III

2007-03-23T00:57:00.000+08:00

ok i'll reveal part of the 500m sprint secret techniques to you fans
(even though i'm not very good myself hahahaha)
due to this being an online thing, i can't post the full secret "recipe"
so there you go to the starting line
when the air horn sound, you just have to pull 5 strokes, followed by 30 fan strokes.
what do you do next when you're done?
continue rowing of course
until you pass" finishing line of course

ok fine that's as good as not saying, but it does have a difference ok. i don't care. gosh i'm going crazy. still over you

ok and so the say went on like this, woke up feeling damn giddy had my breakfast at 1/2 pass 11. had lunch at 2 plus, went out w joey to settle my dinner. lame talked about canoeing and stuff. went home pull abit, lazy to go for a run, guess i got to make up tomorrow.

rowing tmr in the noon, i'll better have a fantastic breakfast and fabulous lunch. another wasted day. damn i got to call npal tomorrow. change the damn class. dont want to be stuck in the mid of nowhere.

god-speed to the team. i meant team, not just me.

I've loved you forever
In lifetimes before
And I promise you never
Will you hurt anymore

creative blogging by kevin

Lost

2007-03-22T23:49:00.000+08:00

LOST .. so lost
without you

damnu

2007-03-20T23:27:00.000+08:00

i hate to say but im feeling like crap now, and i don't like it..
it's a kinda stress you dont know its source and a solution to it
damn i hate days like this

couldn't select my desired class, so ended up i chose 11, which doesn't offer the subject combi IEF which i'm supposed to be having next sem. damnit. how screwed can i be. damned im going to appeal this shit man. i hate this course i hate it why must it be so complicated and i hate the system i hate npal i hate i hate.
all right full of hatred. not sure what i'm up to too.

damnit and the registration for national juniors are gone and over! pissed than pissed. there goes another sprint competition.

fuck, my right hand hurts like fuck just because i got careless while rescuing people. guess i got no one but myself to blame.

sdba has 2 super cutesy puppies who are barely a month old. they still need to be fed milk. yes i can see potential in both of them, if we feed them supplement in the early stages of puppyhood.

so many tutions so many long hours. i wonder if you're stressed by any of these.

damn training tmrw, my hand is injured. help captain, i can't run.

$15

2007-03-20T17:49:00.000+08:00

morning sat cab to kallang.
had morning traffic stuck in the damn cab for how long man
fucking 15 dollars. so ex!
just because i dont have mood to bring a more than 2m long paddle around.

didn't had breakfast row abit tired already.
haha wakeup sms.
damn tired hahaha.

went foodcourt had some nice dishes, er.. desserts er later some gelare waffle.
a glimpse of you is all it takes

walk to esplanade w weizheng and brian.
ive got ear damage again.

took some 133 which came damn fast and then 147.
i hate those people who backstab and act nicely in front

i swear the 147 was damn hot. like no air-con at all one can
grrr
then i saw ken carrying his girlfriend
come to think of it i always see ken when im on the bus back from seaslot

damn it's so bored in here, time for me to go jogging a little.
and you should seriously learn to sleep early.

mr500

2007-03-18T22:30:00.000+08:00

1st pic, early in the morning when we just came
2nd pic, acting spastic (but not spastic)
3rd pic, my national canoe marathon t2 partner. haha

mr500

2007-03-18T21:49:00.000+08:00

the only thing i like about the race was when i heard ..
"ngee ann fighting for the 1st position" what a cheap thrill but who cares.

and nope, i'm not addicted to this song

probably going crazy that's all.
crazy over the one who reminds me of my dinner
[=

My Heroine

2007-03-17T23:46:00.000+08:00

great song i.j. sent me the other day

acoustic version

original version

so which is nicer

cupid

2007-03-16T20:37:00.000+08:00

cupid shot me on my back today
hahaha

phfotos

2007-03-15T22:33:00.000+08:00

i was bored. i decided to snap some pictures.
The last picture's really terrible. bad lighting

Day12

2007-03-15T01:46:00.000+08:00

what's up with today?

got paddle?

2007-03-14T01:13:00.000+08:00

so many unhappiness over paddles,
see already also infuriated

oh ya speaking of paddles, mine slipped a few times during training today
looks like i haven't learn the true art of vin tapping. shall go kope his paddle and study, examine, research then improve the design on my paddle.
muahahhaa

,#

2007-03-13T23:20:00.000+08:00

nonono way. my entries are getting too emo. i couldn't stand it. it must go away. so I've decided to delete them and be happy
so i was late for training today
wake up call was kinda good i kinda replied weakly you couldn't even hear my voice
apparently i dozed off, back to sleep. so i woke up, morning routine, went down to catch my bus. damn the bus took so freaking long. these days ive limited patience to wait for buses. !
so i ran ran ran and reached sdba, usual rowing.
went suntec eat eat a bit, went nyny drink some tea
went toysrus bought some toy to kill boredom at home
waited a zillion minutes for darn buses to arrive
started to rain
missed her
got on to the crowded bus got molested abit.
reach hm.
rot around till now, i'm a rotten piece of junk
waiting to be disposed of
:/

C6

2007-03-11T19:10:00.000+08:00

these days training everyday with alv for don't know what purpose also. my wings ache. that's great, finally i can have some wings. haha
so yea seaslot ytd with alvin kinda did abit or bursting and slacked after. like seriously damn slack
so we say nyjc pple being very focused. hmm
seaslot today, shall not talk about it least i get fucking angry again
went off to suntec and had some kfc take-away to starbucks due to the lack of seats available.
damn, it must have been the IT fair crowd.
starbucks at suntec has fantastic winds i tell you. can go fly kite there
so ya talk alot and then went home.
long journey

Without a life vest I'd be stuck again

2007-03-06T22:13:00.000+08:00

just back from dinner at sakae with my parents.
food there was ordinary no match to sushi tei's benchmarks
had some rice thing some egg thing some salad thing and now i think im full and therefore a happy kid.
went to cold storage after that bought some tea some milk some sausage

went rowing today. again. row t1 sprint a bit quite nice. seems like
went beach rd eat chicken rice i must say it's fabulous
the bus ride home was pure CRAP!
first the damn bus took to long to arrive. fine so be it
next i get to witness the most inconsiderate bunch of people i've ever met in my 17 years of life.
fuck the auntie's and ah mas must have been brainless. and everyone in the bus is treats an elderly as if she was invisible. refusing to give up their damn seats. what fueled my anger the most was the grinning part. fuck. this is not a club man aunties.
and some auntie putting her hands up letting everyone smell her damn bo.
disgusted. :s

existentialism on prom night

2007-03-04T23:48:00.000+08:00

go down, stop my music, come back up. and load the video
[=

just some rowing

2007-03-04T23:27:00.000+08:00

had breakfast at the usual place w chinkoon right there in the morning while bel couldn't make it
boy, was it normal. haha
so went sdba saw cj learning star one while i k2 a stingray w chinkoon. I've to admit i suck at it, I've to trade it for a tiger w nice jer in the midst of rowing.
couldn't sprint for nuts therefore i ended up going for t2 cats. in mr500 w jer
hot weather, but i like. provided there's sunblock

went off to suntec foodcourt had some tasty grilled fish with potato salad and coleslaw. woots sooo shiok can!
next went to walk around abit, wanted to settle for some starbucks, pacific coffee or whatsoever but in vain, cos they were fucking filled with muggers who lag a home to mug in.
so we ended up being cheapos and went carlsjrs for some free refill drinks. had some crisscut fries. haha so farni at first i actually forgotten the name of it. shows how long i haven't been there. but i decide it wasn't enough to fill the growing appetite and settle for a western bacon cheeseburger. yummy. i like. haha oh i almost forget to mention i saw shawn there, in db now huh. so so ... broad. haha!

went esplanade to take a bus back ended up visiting kaizer at earsh0t. ): to wz for missing out on his 'cai' haha.!

nice FOOD

2007-03-03T23:02:00.000+08:00

sweet and sour pork rice, barbecue chicken wings and Indian rojak coupled with some tiger made up my fabulous dinner!

what time is it?

terrible weather

2007-03-03T16:23:00.000+08:00

had the usual chicken rice grandma bought me and some water before noon's workout
overslept and didn't went for selection. can you believe it i woke up at 1, about time when they finish washing the boats.

the run was great today, despite the terrible weather
was so HOT i couldn't have not been in the shade
my legs felt fine, but from waist up i felt like crap!
yea one more thing, it's so easy to get dehydrated in these blazing weather

that's it. i'm out of here

28days

2007-02-25T09:47:00.000+08:00

breakfast was great
dad and mum brought me out
had some noodles, carrot cake and cheechongfun
washed down with tehping

shall go take a nap now,
get some rest before training.
[=

-

2007-02-23T23:06:00.000+08:00

"the deed is done

i'm $200+ poorer

this had better be good"

"the truth is that no one really care"

Happy Whatever Festive

2007-02-23T18:35:00.000+08:00

All the doors are closing I'm tryin' to move ahead

And deep inside I wish it's me instead

My dreams are empty from the day,

the day you slipped away

rowing today.
will k2 no more.
recover from injury i shall
pardon me
for i was discombobulated

F, no that's wrong

2007-02-20T21:57:00.000+08:00

people, they love to cheat themselves
listen to what's nice, and ignore the unpleasant

you just refuse to let them be together. still

6 today

2007-02-16T00:15:00.000+08:00

1.no, i don't lie to you

2.but sometimes i just feel like, quitting i still might
why do i put up this fight, why

3.got the urge, suddenly it's a surge
suddenly a new burst of energy is occured

4.epic movie is quite lame, do catch it if you're loaded and don't mind some cheap laughter

5.going to be like a bird out of a cage

6.please be serious when it's time to be

2007-02-14T23:56:00.000+08:00

1.i don't like to be forced to do things I'm not ready for. things like that make me unhappy, but then again it's the people who make me smile. That disappoints me

2.sometimes you may think that I'm angry with you, but really. it's not the case.

3.sometimes things are not as simple

4.am i really skinny? hahaha

5.sorry to the people I've hurt. I've got very bad character you all should know by now.

6.rowing was great today , to a certain extent

let's talk about

2007-02-13T23:05:00.000+08:00

i don't like it when my family's unhappy or anything.
late new year resolution and wish : a happier and healthy family

project run-away

2007-02-13T22:58:00.000+08:00

taken from jh's blog
"yea sure its in fashion to be fashionably late. but fuck fashion, this isnt a runway."

What if ...

2007-02-11T23:43:00.000+08:00

I just can't sleep at night
I see your face in the starry sky
So high above...
but, girl I'm not in love

Just because I don't run around
Just because we're forever together
Don't you think of a four letter word to use

So what if I just don't want anybody else but you
So what if you're all that I ever really wanna do
I know what you're thinking, but that doesn't make it true
Believe me, baby

So if my heart just skips a beat
What if I lose a little sleep
Believe me

i'm pacing the pews in a church corridor

2007-02-10T22:35:00.000+08:00

"i'm not doing charity. i'm just helping her as a friend"

here goes on what's happening today
study till i dont know what time, got rudely awaken by dad, left house in anger, study a bit on bus, saw ch. went sim do exam, felt sad, went megabites eat, go play around in the gym, suntanned, watch a movie.. something something neverland. went home, slept on bus, jackson call slept again.

woots my whole body is aching, please no rowing tomorrow.
"i was already preparing for the fishing trip, but he died the next morning"

fucktard

2007-02-10T01:22:00.000+08:00

how the fuck are we going to study when we dont even have the source to.

focus, yes focus, i can feel the power

2007-02-08T16:14:00.000+08:00

SOMEONE GIVE ME a little MOTIVATION TO STUDY!

just look at hs blog i see exam fever. fuck i don't know what's wrong with me not even interested or worried or feeling screwed that I'm having a paper tomorrow. this is insane!
okay shall chiong abit of POA and marco econs.

FOCUS yes focus, my fat adviser mr. pang always says. people say he damn great leh, but i think he talk too much.

shall go dabao 2 oreo cheesecake as a treat.

stupid K2 or K1 i dont know which is it, i wake up butt pain! hand also pain. so you people auto abit, no holding of my hand this week.

yawns- yesterday was really spastic. i really want to complain .canoeist are damn funny!

k xperience

2007-02-07T23:31:00.000+08:00

today initially wanted to study w jh and bel. but i got lazy and sleep more. woke up and went thru unit 11 of poa. so which one is first, econs or poa. i'll better find out soon. it's wednesday already and i guess it's time to panic. maybe i would after finishing this miserable post. went j8 and had nice pasta w them, and headed to coffeebean to have some tea session. bel order one stupid cake which doesnt look nice and acted like it tasted okay. junhan drank redbull and was smiling to himself... all the way to sdba, after which he smiled for a diff reason. hongsheng came, suprise surpise. then saw addie and js. go row. today take k2 w bel. at first damn unstable but improved later. juhan go hijack my k2, leave me with k1. practise abit later jh and addie stole our k2 go back. i take t1, bel k1, but she got tired. jh say addie very stable. then end up i k1 back. horrible wind. then later jh and bel say they hit each other groin. lol laugh the whole time at kopitiam eat zi char also sian 1.5 no mood eat laugh like dog.

okay i am going to really start studying tmr.
2 more days to some paper. :

damn the skin

2007-02-07T01:37:00.000+08:00

look at the time now and you'll know it's not early. i just had the sudden urge to restructrue my whole damn blog skin. so how does it look like now. okay who cares what they think, i like it this way. dark and black.

just my damn bca paper yesterday, microsoft excel. given an hour to complete 4 qns. i think i did great, i was confident i'll score for 1 qns. nah dont start on the other qns please. the com i used was uber lag. wonder where ngee ann pour their money to.

okay WTF. it's late i got to sleep soon, im going to study at novena before heading off to row w my beloved teammates. okay take away the beloved and replace that with wonderful. now that sounds less gay. please do not find me there! much thanks [=

OH the new tagboard is kinda virgin. so cmon people... TAG!!!!

p.s. those who want to get linked please inform me via msn or email

2007-01-29T20:57:00.000+08:00

kevin

2007-01-24T23:02:00.000+08:00

school was fine
had just 4 hrs of lessons, namely macro and poa. lee eng kiat isn't the best tutor around. you all have to agree with that.

so came poa graded assignment. i guess i screwed up. looking at the complicated answers. none matched the ones i had on my script.
so miss lee took it easy, saying it's okay we 'll see where you went wrong when you get back your paper. okays-

then came training i had trouble contacting my teammate. please go upgrade your phone's software. thank you.
warmed-up, pushup. ran campus, got shin splints, gym and more gym. yah four of my teammates owed our vicecap 300. :/

market. crowded. sucky like before. climbed that damn stairs up. had a so-so chicken rice, and a so-so hokkienmee and some glass bottled drink. the drink is nice okay. okay not exactly, but not bad. took this 52 back with ming and jiajun. ken misses jia jun on bus 151. haha. just a sudden thought. felt like shitting throughout the wrong journey. haha 74ed back. yah.

yah sometimes i'm that selfish but i feel sucky about that. i do. im sorry

2007-01-23T11:13:00.000+08:00

i've got 1 hr lessons later in school. Am i suppose to take my >45 mins bus 74 there.
then comes polishing and paddle to take home. competition's this sunday. i wonder how we'll do. whatever it is, it's going to be a great experience.

freaky-
sometimes i wish you knew

2007-01-22T21:26:00.000+08:00

says the teacher:
A for apple
B for boy
...

2007-01-21T22:40:00.000+08:00

you're the best okay
happy now? haha

2007-01-18T21:42:00.000+08:00

Imagine me and you,

I do

I think about you day and night

It's only right

To think about the girl you love

And hold her tight

So happy together

If I should call you up

Invest a dime

And you say you belong to me

And ease my mind

Imagine how the world could be

So very fine

So happy together

I can't see me loving nobody but you

For all my life

When you're with me

Baby the skies will be blue

For all my life

Me and you

And you and me

No matter how they tossed the dice

It had to be

The only one for me is you

And you for me

So happy together

Me and you

And you and me

No matter how they tossed the dice

It had to be

The only one for me is you

And you for me

So happy together

2007-01-18T12:27:00.000+08:00

my ear is irritating the hell out of me
feels like i'm undergoing premature ageing
i dont want to be ah pek! let me be a healthy kid!

2007-01-16T14:00:00.000+08:00

someone off the aircon in class

damn hot ah!

wcom exam later
lucks to you people
[=

2007-01-14T23:58:00.000+08:00

rowing was terribly tiring
haha left book review to do
so fast there's school tomorrow
another sunday wasted
weather was so so bad today
freezing cold

here comes monday again
haha

2007-01-13T21:59:00.000+08:00

rowing was fun
lunch after rowing was shiok
today = great

2007-01-09T21:40:00.000+08:00

here's an equation
academic + cca + projects = stress
so guys take care of yourselves!
hahaha
test and book review this friday, got to get back to working.
so long people ...

2007-01-08T22:45:00.000+08:00

a bad morning brings about a so-so afternoon and a great evening.

so lessons were so and so today, sat my cursed bus and head of to np.
i'm going for lectures, like finally!! after one term..
the freaking bus ride took an hour and 20 mins, i was late, again.
no, change that to when was i early? hahaha

had a 2 hour break, was a sucky fucky one, ended up waiting for each other and stuff

the repairman came at 4 plus, and had my lappie's motherboard changed. ram was okay, harddisk was fine. so basically everything was intact cept for the motherboard which short circuit when contacted with water i guess.
GREAT! it's back in working condition!

my wrist is recovering, not as quickly as i had wanted it to be, but nonetheless, one step at a time.
i can do 80% of the machines, but i'll definetely start off with something light

rowing marathon is on it's way, cool end of the month expiry date, 28th or 27th.
i've got to quickly start training with chinkoon again.

okay got to collect my phone tmr. woooooo

2007!

2007-01-04T20:14:00.000+08:00

okay! it's time to update this lifeless blog
so so so, we saw the end of 2006 and welcomed 2007
i have great prospect that it'll improve a lot a lot, since it didn't start well
plenty of bad luck that has been making me lose faith
but i believe lucks do have seasons, so i'm looking forward to better luck! haha

1st day of school was fine, back with my wonderful classmates
while having POA felt feverish. when i woke up from the busride wow, gawd i was feeling hawt!
went see a doctor for my wrist and he had it all wrapped up. like some masterpiece ahaha

so so, i didn't go school today. too sick to make it, heng nothing much happened today, or i'll have trouble catching up with the rest. my fever no more already.. but i still feel like crap. like my head's spinning.

okay so while i was showering, i left my window wide open. the rain came, my laptop and handphone was gone, in such an instance. okay both was wet like i dont know how you want me to describe. my room was flooded with water. okay get the picture? yes okay good

yah my specs is missing. now i can't see properly. time to look out for great frames.

haha ok marathon coming up.
lets all hope i recover and train hard and win with chinkoon.
hahaha have you seen a t2 capsize?
i miss rowing aha

okay i have a book review to do by next week. LMS! funny ck no lms leh though he had sw and cats last sem.

2007-01-04T17:21:00.000+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR!

2006-12-31T02:01:00.000+08:00

the only reason i'm up and blogging is that i can't go to sleep
):
10 plus i went to sleep was feeling very heaty so i woke up and drown my body with water.
and now i'm stil lfeeling a lil heaty

it's two in the morning and grandma just came back from china.
when are you coming back :/
yah i should have went with her, but chill shall no blame it on anyone

my day went by great. woke at around 12, wanted more sleep, but no , i'm meeting chinkoon.
so yeah ended up we met at round 2 50. we gymed a little bit. he kept torturing his abs i don't know why. maybe he gets orgasm by tortoring himself. so while we were gyming some cheerleaders came to the gym and play. tamade.
haha i won chinkoon in rowing machine 1:46 man
after gym went to bake ourselves before heading to shower
went bukit timah plaza and had our fav. kfc meal. ck ordered some meal whereby theres popcorn chic, burger and a piece of chicken. freaking kenna scam so small
after that we went separate ways to find our friends, for np's song composing club concert
so i met up with ly. the concert sucks, luckily i didnt go.
heng heng heng

where'd you go?

zune

2006-12-29T14:42:00.000+08:00

when there's no rain, people complain about the hot weather

when it rains everyday, people complain there's no sun

hahaha

anyway i've just downloaded the new zune player, and theme for xp

check it out, it's damnit cool

in case you people are still clueless what's a zune, it's an mp3 player by microsoft

their answer to apple's ipod

2006-12-29T02:51:00.000+08:00

right now, sitting here at home I'm just wondering what you're doing.
would you be asleep would you be watching the television
i'm left completely

i'm finally going to fixed my kuku hair tomorrow. muahaha

holidays had been terrible i feel guilty for wasting almost everyday.
0 production. hahaha
went to school in the afternoon do film abit of iac/lms ( i swear cat's a much easier module, right people??)
i only enjoy lms tutorials. hmmfuck
so after project, met up with hongsheng and did a bit of gym.
hurt my ankle before that during filming, when i fell into a drain again. hahaha so farnii!
ok it hurts :/
so yeap was feeling very bloated after everything i ate. so shiok food = heaven
so i went home, dad brought back packed food
didn't had appetite and went for a short nap, "short"
so i woke up hungry. but where's the meal that you da-baoed??
apparently someone ate it
||:
hahaha tomorrow shall be a good day.
phew
shall end with a smile
(=

2006-12-22T01:39:00.001+08:00

it's sad we've different beliefs

2006-12-20T21:01:00.000+08:00

training on sunday was fine. very fine
so we rowed in the rain, 1st triangle was terrible bad start, our mighty t2 let those t1 go first, then we rowed. can't see any shit despite my cool adidas cap. the wind was too strong howling like some dog like that. the water was choppy the rain was terrible.
but nvm we row row row. with chinkoon. of course, our directioning wasn't a major concern here, cos a pro is seated in front. *ahem*
so we followed rest of the t1 and row row. after we crossed sheares bridge we were accerlerating like no one's business. all going crazy from rowing. so we travelled very fast.
excellent
2nd triangle was crap, can feel my muscles going soft. nua nua already. so yah was slow.
3rd triangle was a good start quite okay but when we were travelling from suspension to sheares we capped. no not exactly. both of us ejected. so chinkoon and i both damn zai got back to the boat. and on our motor go back to chasing the t1s.
after seaslot go foodcourt eat. not bad the beef rice thing.
then go candy empire buy choc eat. ate kitkat cookie dough nice like shit but abit too sweet for my liking. junhan bought some crappy sour shit. but it's not bad, chin koon bought some bubblegum tasting sweet. haha bel went shopping like a kid, bought many sweets. addie bought some bubble mint thing. i hate mint so i didn't try. haha
retarded sunday brings about a retarded monday. smsed everyone ask if they going training all cannot or dont want go then okay lor i also dint go. wtf. hahaha early morning i go do project
tuesday is forget do what already. oh yah working, go the redspot gallery work. okay lah there not bad lor. but no food knnabei ccb damn hungry. and the mushroom shit damn nice cannot kope. na bei the guest eat alot. got this auntie come whine to me ask me for food. i see kitchen still got 1 piece left so i gave her. then she say i sweet. pui. eeyucks
anw who wants to get a customised shoe go find lilgirl ryl
go visit her blog see her designs man http://indulgedmurders.blogspot.com/
it's really cool. haha

Mary Poppins

2006-12-20T19:25:00.000+08:00

check check
out this trailer man

2006-12-20T01:41:00.000+08:00

look who's back
it's raining again. nice weather
perfect for sleeping
i shall go hibernate
and sleep for at least 24 hrs
anyone who disturbs me within that period dies.
muahahahaha

too much anger, kills little kevin. HA Ha ha ...

today was a bad day, but i guess all bad days get better
and thank you sweetie for bearing with all my nonsense
because ihy

2006-12-13T21:50:00.000+08:00

aww, such a cat
a COPYCAT
HA HA HA!

2006-12-12T20:57:00.000+08:00

sometimes when i think of it i'll get a little jealous.

i had bca today, no one could tell i was having a hard time nowadays.
i'm trying to make my life easier.
simplier
that's why i say, we're the happy people

woke up with a little hangover. i guess my dad must have been in a good mood today
study for a bit till i realised it's nine and i'm almost late for school chionged out to take bus
so bca was okay, i think i can manage a pass.
of course we all have a saying of it could've been better. this does not apply at the moment
so after paper i was a kinda busy
after which i proceed on to the library to study. was so and so. POA i'm quite okay with it almost done with it cept for the last lecture.
i feel guilty for not putting down what i was doing and showing more hospitality :/
fell asleep in the room (we found an empty room later)
went down to get jer before we left.
jer was with , fiona bernard alex ken wei zheng all these peeps. at a lvl beneath us.
bus ride was terrible. i was struggling to keep awake i felt like i was dying. LOL
so weak! okay mighty fine im getting my beautiful sleep soon
you know my bed misses me. haha
(=
(=

2006-12-11T21:50:00.000+08:00

i’m on the floor
counting one minute more
no one to break the silence
staring into the night
all alone but that’s alright
it’s the feeling deep inside I don’t like

here in my bed
counting the words you’ve said
they linger in the shadows

coming home late at night
drunk again but that’s alright
it’s the look in your eyes I don’t like

2006-12-11T21:41:00.001+08:00

thanks alvin
hahaha

2006-12-11T20:36:00.000+08:00

you got me a mcdavid.
though i didn't seem like i reacted to it
but deep inside you know i apperciated it

2006-12-11T00:11:00.000+08:00

COMMON TEST is next week
what can i say.
have i started revising on it?
YES, i am diligent, i'm done with one subject
do i seem like i care?
NO, i do not care

feeeling faaarrrking frustrated, annoyed, irritated, anything you name it.
who would understand or comprehend :/

because every little thing that you have said and done
feels like it's deep within me

so you must be wondering what the fuck was happening today
i was sleeping on the cold and hard living room floor last night with only a pillow and bolster. i couldn't get any sleep in my room cos there wasn't any airconditioning. was stuffy and hawt up there man.
so there i woke up, from my cursed and pathetic sleep, crawled to the nearest sofa and lay there. fell fast asleep.
woke again the the sound of someone stirring her cup of tea/ coffee i dont know n dont care. i guess it must have been my grandma
i went back to room and sleep.
bel messaged and called but i just pretended i wasn't aware.
so i got changed and eveything went out with junhan and her go study study.
junhan was being quite productive, but i wasn't really interested in studying. too fucking upset about some things to have a little tineey wineeey bit of mood to study. but who cares? sat there got my drink. junhan friend came, his friend wanted cigarette and took our pack away. cheesepie could've smoked more. whatever whatever, so off they went. bel and i talked for a little bit more enjoyed the ambience bla bla and off we went
home sweet home. anw sweet your ass, maybe your home's sweet
but keep that in mind, that mine isn't.
back home adelene saw this frustrated thing in my nick sort of talked abit of sense into me. yah, just wanted to say that i'm very apperciative over that. thanks yea.

i shall end here
screw e world
=)

2006-12-10T20:51:00.000+08:00

mum has became a dragonboater
i meant her cool attitude
-nods in acknowledgement-
\:

2006-12-10T01:34:00.000+08:00

they all looked at me.

unknown to them
i wasn't being the bad boy
i was suppose to be
:/

urhurh

2006-12-09T00:35:00.000+08:00

Hello Hello people,
once again, i'm back here blogging about the latest happenings, and everything else under the sun!
Been so long since i last blog, but that's not the point, glad i'm back into blogging mood.
Past and this week has been terrible, with me skipping all the lectures, some tutorials, falling sick, recovering, and falling sick again(process gets repeated again and again). Yes, i believe you get the point.
Work has been terrible, just 2 nights ago, i've got chaoganned by k. But it's OKAY de ma. Just that i look expressionless that night. haha:/ oh Yeah dad and mum has disapprove of me, trying to intrude my life kinda. LOL. nono , i mean they are concerned for me, so caring RIGHT?? :/
Brother came back from taiwan. Welcome back man. yea im sorry if i cause you any lost of sleep. haha FORGIVE ME!!!
Sorry i broke the promise i didn't get to visit you. yes i know you're bored. my damn parents. haha some other day okay?
Next week's common test i heard. they say it's
Mon: ECONS
Tue: BCA
Thu: something
opps sorry again, i don't really know when is it. do any one know? opps what's the point of me asking when i'm not a single bit motivated to study given the things around me that's happening.
LMS was crap today, i was early for once. this week's lessons so boring. i realise our group progress KNS. FUCK please we need to do something damn it!
george so farni!! hahaha
oh YAH so sorry ALVIN! COMMON test like next week haven't even pass you stats book!
hahahahhahaa fucking sorry i've been neglecting everyone and dying off. it's about time for me to rebirth. but no, not yet. hahaha

okay time to end yea,
will i be able to smile after everything?
i'll be able to show that smile
only on my face